Experiences of an Unexperienced Spelunker
A Romanian-Canadian Christians view on life.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
You and I
as I've grown older, I've noticed that my musical tastes have gotten...softer lol now while i still maintain that i will never like disney songs, (not counting princess and the frog or beauty and the beast, awesome songs!) i have fallen in love with Ms. Ingrid Michaelson's musical taste. Specifically one of her singles called You and I. And so since i heard the song i have wanted to cover it and just like last time i did. So to the side is the song with a video and not to toot my own horn but i believe its a really good cover :<) Enjoy!
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Failure is Flattering
Just a poem I wrote about a month ago, thought I would share with you guys
Living was hard so Death seemed easy
Cut my wrists dry till I’d get kinda dizzy,
Self-mummification, my final goal
Though even when numb my soul burned like hot coals,
Highway to hell emotional roller coaster
Looked like a model for a Goth poster,
aches gripped my Corazón, blood soaked stain
felt like life was water going down a drain,
transcendental craving scorched like a flame
in every aspect and wanted no more shame,
knew I couldn’t do it alone I wasn’t a god
the blood from self-mutilation proved that facade
Then I heard this story….
The father sent down his son
a love that worldly can’t be reproduced
when he died on the cross
the power of sin on man no longer had humanity in a noose
Christ humiliated himself
no longer would we have to suffer,
He experienced temptation and total separation from the father,
So now in our relationship with God there is no buffer
he washed away my failure
and became my bailer,
Jesus, the only reason that I have life
He took away the sadness and wiped away the strife,
Problems and worries I still inhibit daily
But there is nothing worldly or spiritual his blood wont entail,
Can’t be boxed in can’t be kicked out
He encompasses all of creation without a doubt,
Living is still hard and Death is still easy
But I no longer cut my wrists to get dizzy,
Self-mummification was my final goal
But I let Jesus step in and make me alive and whole!
Cut my wrists dry till I’d get kinda dizzy,
Self-mummification, my final goal
Though even when numb my soul burned like hot coals,
Highway to hell emotional roller coaster
Looked like a model for a Goth poster,
aches gripped my Corazón, blood soaked stain
felt like life was water going down a drain,
transcendental craving scorched like a flame
in every aspect and wanted no more shame,
knew I couldn’t do it alone I wasn’t a god
the blood from self-mutilation proved that facade
Then I heard this story….
The father sent down his son
a love that worldly can’t be reproduced
when he died on the cross
the power of sin on man no longer had humanity in a noose
Christ humiliated himself
no longer would we have to suffer,
He experienced temptation and total separation from the father,
So now in our relationship with God there is no buffer
he washed away my failure
and became my bailer,
Jesus, the only reason that I have life
He took away the sadness and wiped away the strife,
Problems and worries I still inhibit daily
But there is nothing worldly or spiritual his blood wont entail,
Can’t be boxed in can’t be kicked out
He encompasses all of creation without a doubt,
Living is still hard and Death is still easy
But I no longer cut my wrists to get dizzy,
Self-mummification was my final goal
But I let Jesus step in and make me alive and whole!
Rhythm Of Love...Kinda
Ready to Embark
So first and foremost let me just say hello and thank you for choosing to read this blog o'mine (whether you stumbled upon it or because you are a friend of mine and i nagged you to take a look). This is the first Blog i have ever attempted and been serious about and i just wanted to give you the 411 what the whole point of even starting one is. A wise friend once told me that experience is either a world changer or depending on the person. When i inquired about what exactly that meant he explained one of the most life changing things i have ever heard in my short twenty years of life. "Steven, those that garner knowledge and don't do anything with it are a waste of a good experience but the man that takes that moment and uses it for the good of others is truly following God's will." Fast-Forward to today and you find the reason why this blog came into existence. Thank you for your time and i invite you to read more on my journey on life so that we together can help each other grow.
Pace si sa fie Dumnezeu cu tine!
Pace si sa fie Dumnezeu cu tine!
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